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3 weeks in ...1 week to go :/
Friday ..it's pie day ....
Warm up the jet Branson ....
Escaping and reloading my fruit basket ....
I can't help but smile sitting at the airport , it feels like my happy place...and also I'm feeling super happy with last nights election result, not because I dont like certain things about other parties, but simply that I have succeeded under the national government , and I'm such a true believer of creating your own wealth and destiny and not relying on anyone else to do it! This has become so clear to me especially over the last couple of months, as I have currently made a mistake on believing someone else could help create MY vision... So not true..so feeling empowered, hot looking and working with B1 and B2 , alpaca 3 on the banana boat , I can see that my fruit basket it now becoming full again ...not full of financial gain ...but full of confidence , full of fun,and full of what we do best ...winging it !
Nature release in the mall...
Drive by ....
Hmmmm ...I'm sitting in the north shore cafe , feeling like a hardened criminal .. It dawned on me as I hit the motorway at east tamaki with kid three in tow that I hadn't got a gst receipt to claim back my petrol ...then an awful after thought... It also occurred to me that I hadn't paid! Yup , rolled up, filled up and drove off!! So spent the next 45 mins trying to call Z ...only to get an engaged signal every time .. Of course , to me that was them describing my criminal face to the police! Kid three was horrified , in fact I'm not sure if he will be seen in public with me again!!! Anyway , lucky for me, due to my coffee addiction , I have 'sunny' the local Takanini coffee maker at Takanini z on my phone ... Yes , I thought , text him to text the other z to tell them I will return... Thank goodness for my coffee connection , looks like they can land the police helicopter and stop looking for me for now .. What an egg! Pretty much my drive by indicates my state of mind at the mo ... Frazzled and frustrated ..being in limbo is not my style ...and to be fair ..the petrol station is possible not the only thing I will do a drive by on ....
One eyed bandit ...
Family outing ...
Narrow minds.....
Tuesday nights are now the worst night for me ... I come home to great comforts of a freshly made bed, dinner made and the mother in law at the helm ...what infuriates me is the trade off to the comforts is an out right take over of negativity and bullying ..which sadly is all fired back at me... I feel super grumpy right now, as I'm in horror of the narrow minds in this house ...don't get me wrong , every person is aloud an opinion and I love that ...but to generalise, and make assumptions when they are not prepared to stand in the traffic really leaves me fuming .. Anyway, I've come upstairs now ... To the beautiful bed, puppies in check , and now I'm going to think happy thoughts, as today, was a particularly awesome day with a new relationship just about to blossom with happy valley honey .. Now that's happy ... I'll cling to that for the meantime :)
Good mummy ...
Sitting in my little car...aka 'wilbur' , no matter what i do I still struggle with the balance of being a mum and a business chick ...but here I am about to pick Kid 3 up from school .. Only a mere 75 km approx away ..two hours drive in the morn ... And I have to wonder..WTF was I thinking ..and on a bit of reflection .. My decision to do this at the beginning of the year was pure stubbornness on my part and trying to prove a point to kid 3 that life is not always easy ...failed to think about how unbalanced this driving would make me !!! Ahhhhhhh got to go kid 3 marching my way .. He looks hungry ..not good considering ling ling just blew my Jenny Craig gig today at lunch with my bagel and cream cheese ...oh well ..
Ok..., giant big leap
Honey bunch is born and I'm attempting to be a born again writer as well, and to be fair, it's bloody hard...over the past few years, since my last blog with my business scent, my confidence has been..well ..not anywhere to be seen , and I guess that making the first step in a back to basics and back to all about me approach is something foreign. So with the sunshine today a lot of things look brighter...... So was I sat on the deck, a lot of things relvealed themselves ...firstly a slight hint of confidence, secondly a smile and thirdly an ungodly amount of winter hair! I also realised how white I was ... I actually found myself repositioning my deck chair incase an incoming fishing boat thought I was the light at the boat ramp ....anyway, the later of the two are fixable ... And tick to confidence and having fun! Business should be fun, life should be fun, and I'm not prepared to be anywhere in between ...so enjoy my blog..I'm sure as my confidence grows, I will offend many ...perhaps make people laugh ...but hey ...if you're reading it..then isn't it better to be talked about than not at all...!! Rock on honeybunch ... Starting with Whitford ...just a shell, but it's what's inside the shell which will create the journey and the experience...